these past few days have been shit. starting from monday. i dont even know how i can be so dense that i talked to him. like wtf becca. why would you even talk to that useless mofo who is nothing but vermin that walks the earth. okay, so i was already stupid for talking to him, i was even dumber to think that i could trust him. ohmygod. that was the cherry on top of the ice cream. what had gotten into me that night? i dont know. but it was the worst thing ever. through the course of the convo, he promised not to interfere then he said things that pissed me off so i stopped replying. tuesday flew past during the campfire i completely ignored him. wednesday, got word from someone that it was spreading like wildfire. still ignored that. oh, but my mistake. for once in his pathetic life, he was telling the truth. a friend approached me and said, everyone knows. i almost cried. i got all misty eyed as i was walking up to tell my other friends. had to leave for somewhere and i really felt like shit. talked to my friends, named one and only suspect. him. now my blood boils everytime i see his face, his name or anything related to him. gaaah. i wanna kill him. slowly and painfully. now he's mad at me and its just awful. damn that guy. i hope he commits suicide soon. like he's always planned to.
i need to be bitchy again. i need to get back my carefree attitude. i need to be Becca again.
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