it was over before it started. :( - quoting FannHua Alisha V. Teo~
okay recap. last night, i was so confuseddd. i was going crazy. i cried coz i was too lost, i wasnt myself, and i wasnt thinking straight. everyone told me to follow my heart, so last night, i did. i texted him and i admitted that i liked him. turns out he was sleeping so yeah. but im still so frustrated coz im not sure what his real reaction is. oh well. at least i have a weight lifted off my shoulders. :)
okay so yeah. moving on to today. saw him. THRICE! oh my god those were episodes. :))
first, going back up from the caf. he was walking behind me and my heart was pumping blood really fast and i got a headache. :|
second, we were waiting outside the general office for gemuk to get her phone. i saw him. this time it was worse. my mouth went dry, my heart started pumping super fast, my knees buckled, my hands and feet went numb and i felt super faint. gosh.
third, while waiting for mummy to turn up. i saw him again, with his mum and lil' sister. my heart just jumped. and then he was gone.
got my results today. passed everything except math. :P HAHAHA. 6th in class, not too bad. :D
i guess i feel slightly better than before. still lost and confused but now im taking baby steps towards finding out what i truly mean to him. but in the meantime i'll try to regain the pride and Becca-ness he took from me.
♥
♔ B
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