Growing up, I've learned that if it doesn't hurt to give it up. It meant nothing to you. Last night I learned what it truly meant to sacrifice. I learned that though it hurt really bad, there isn't anything more fulfilling than making someone else happy. :)
Before I went to bed, I read and re-read my conversation with my one and only FannHua. I doubted myself, honestly. I wasnt sure if i was gonna be able to do it. But then it dawned on me that if I couldnt do it, I wouldn't even have suggested it. I cried when i told her, but that only made the sacrifice even more meaningful. I love Fann more than I could ever love another being. Yes, even more than myself. Her happiness is mine. And until i still have breath in me I will do whatever it takes to be whatever she needs, whenever.
Words cannot describe what our relationship is. We just have this unbreakable bond no one can destroy. She's it, the ultimate. I'm sure of it. I thought others were what I was looking for but no. God just sent them to me as warnings of who were the wrong ones. They all lead me to Fann. And I will be forever grateful. You're the closest thing I have to a sister and I wouldn't have it any other way. <3
~ You still mean a lot to me. Like alot alot alot.
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