Yeah, i text on christmas eve. Thank goodness for replying. You said you'd call, so i waited all day. You finally called close to pm. I was happy to talk to you but i was already crying coz my grandmother was so annoying part of me wanted to cry but the other part just wanted to talk to you. When i told you i wanted to go back already, you're only response was but you dont have a choice. You made me laugh with all your stupid comments and the only nice thing you said to me was 'i care lah, i care." After i told you it was cold here. Then your fcking phone died. And you didnt even bother to call again, much less reply. But since it was christmas, i forgave you. But still no reply.
I was right, a month and a half is very long. Its my nighmares coming true. I dont know what I will be coming home to when i get back, but im quite sure i wouldnt like it very much. I dont know what this is anymore, i've completely given up. I thought this was different, i thought wrong. Who am i to you after all? I'm just Becca anyway, i dont matter much. I know youre like that, so its fine with me. Well fat chance! Yeah i know youre an asshole but you dont have to show it and deliberately make me feel like shit.
Why do i even bother? Youre never gonna give a shit anyway. Ughhhh.
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