thursday night after a whole day of waiting and being pissed at you for not calling, telling my friends about you, laughing, giggling and the like. it was time to go to bed. i thought for a while, tried to wait for you a while, but eventually i fell asleep. and dreamt. i actually had a sweet dream that night and woke up in the morning smiling with my friends staring at me with big smiles on their faces. freaky muchh. HAAAHA.
but then last night, i kept waking up in the middle of the night, sweating and breathing heavily. i dont remembeer what my dream was about but i knew you were in it and i was screaming. that's all i could do. i felt so helpless.
i've decided. today if you dont start talking to me, i wont talk to you. it kills me. yes. but i just wanna know exactly how important this is to you.
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