went to school yesterday and wow, it never fails to amaze me. every single time i come home there's always something new waiting for me. and i wonder, why did i ever leave this place. my home. my heaven on earth. fuck i wish i could stay here forever.
omg. mrs jusay also told me that i was gaining weight. i'm apparently blowing up like a balloon. that cant be happening! omgggg. that just sent me straight to depression! i need to lose weight. :( lola even said that i shouldnt wear shorts anymore coz it makes my fat more obvious. :( that just broke my heart. now i think i developed low self esteem and a few eating disorders. :( ugh. fuck this. :)
gonna have my surgery tomorrow. although its just a dental surgery, i'm still afraid. after that its porridge all the way. :(
oh i had a facial and my hair cut today. :D they kinda forgot to cut my bangs but thats fine. :))))
that's all.
love, xxx.
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