Show me some loveeeeeeeeeeee.

lalaalalalalala. this thing's dead. :)) but yeah. i need to update this more. :))))) its not good to keep bottling up my feelings. HAHAAHA. okay. just one picture. ;)

love ya'll. xxx

B

SWOLLEN FACE!

OMG! that is what i look like if i gain 10lbs. :| HAHAHAHAHA. my lower jaw is super swollen! and that isnt even the peak yet. :( i look so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaat! :(((( oh well, despite the pain, sweeling and the ugliness i can still smile. HAHAHA. WTF? i just put the picture up so you know what i look like if i gain 10lbs. :)))) and yeah, i've never had that perfect V-shaped jawline but this sucks! my face is getting square-ish!!!!! terrible! :((( oh well.

love, xxx

SMILE.

i'm finally home! yaaaay! :D

went to school yesterday and wow, it never fails to amaze me. every single time i come home there's always something new waiting for me. and i wonder, why did i ever leave this place. my home. my heaven on earth. fuck i wish i could stay here forever.

omg. mrs jusay also told me that i was gaining weight. i'm apparently blowing up like a balloon. that cant be happening! omgggg. that just sent me straight to depression! i need to lose weight. :( lola even said that i shouldnt wear shorts anymore coz it makes my fat more obvious. :( that just broke my heart. now i think i developed low self esteem and a few eating disorders. :( ugh. fuck this. :)

gonna have my surgery tomorrow. although its just a dental surgery, i'm still afraid. after that its porridge all the way. :(

oh i had a facial and my hair cut today. :D they kinda forgot to cut my bangs but thats fine. :))))

that's all.

love, xxx.

OVARIES = *explode*

CAN YOU SEE THAT? :O damn, my ovaries exploded when i saw that. Fuck he's GORGEOUS! i am in love with Lucas fcking Till! Watched XMen Classics with Shafiqah today, bloody impromptu! HAHAHH. friggin hilarous! i asked her to accompany me to buy stuff for mommy at tamp thennnnnn, all of a sudden we decided to watch XMen. HAHAHAH. BEST DECISION EVER! super awesome movieeeeeeeeee! omggggg. cool shit! :))))) halfway through the movie, I NEEDED TO PEE! like badly! :O but then i held it in! coz the movie was too good to miss. :D hahhahaha. after that, bought shit for mommy then! I RAN INTO SHAFEEQAH, FASHIKAH and KEISHA! love those girls! hahhahaahaha. took the bus home with them and laughed the whole way! :D

that's all i have to say.

love, xxx

omg you have a formspring. =)) hahahaha

yepp. HAHAHA. but as you can see, its dead. :)))))

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